I did die today. I screwed up the interview big time. I couldn't answer a lot of the questions they asked me. And some of them I already prepared answers for! I was stuttering and saying um and yeah a lot. WTF was I doing?! All I could offer them was a smile. STUPID! Well at least I know that I have to work on my communication skills. I need to volunteer and interact with people. Sigh. At least I tried. I hope they take pity on me.


Stupid Co-op Interview

Phew! I didn't fail my chem midterm! both of them! I did pretty good on one of them the other. Well. At least I didn't fail.

Tomorrow is my co-op interview. I still can't believe I got selected. But I'm terrified! I'm so not good with answering questions. I'm going to DIE tomorrow. I hate this.

Spent the day walking the mall again. I didn't want to stay at home all day. Turns out there are a lot of sales going on. I bought a shirt at the Gap and mittens at Fairweather for a dollar! Yay for winter stock in spring! Yeah it matches my scarf and touque that I got from Shanghai.

I spent tonight playing with my baby cousin. She is SOO CUTE! I can't stop saying that. She must be the cutest baby EVER. And she's smart too. I bet she'll be one of those kid geniuses. I wish she'd stay here in Canada.

Weee! Long weekend!

So I went to metro today. And Old Navy was selling St. Patrick's day t-shirts for 97 cents! And there were these 49 cent bins too. I bought a touque and scarf for 1.97 cuz that's what the price tag said but Karen got her's for 49 cents! I'm so mad! Maybe I'll go tomorrow too. But I should go to church. It IS good Friday.

We went to eat sushi all-you-can-eat with everyone. I saw Xing Xing my baby cousin from China for the first time. She is SO CUTE! So adorable. But she's heading back to China. Gong ate a LOT today. That proves that he CAN eat. He just doesn't like Ma's food. Ha! But all he likes is salty and deep-fried stuff. He wouldn't listen to us and he drink that salty udon soup. Karen and I shared our food with him. We ate gyouzo(?), salad, seafood fried rice, seafood udon, cali rolls, bc rolls, dynamite roll and lots of other things. Gong also ate mou tuowe, and oysters and some others by himself! AND at the end he said he could eat some more! That he was only HALF-full! Heehee. We had fun.

But humph. I didn't get my green tea ice cream. You leave to go to the bathroom for a few minutes and they pay the bill already. HUMPH! Where's dessert?!

I think I'm hyperventilating. LOOK>>>

"Hello,

I am pleased to inform you that you have been invited to attend an
interview for the Microbiology Co-op program."

I actually got selected for an interview. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO NOW!!!! I lied so much on my resume AND essay! Excellent communication skills. YAH RIGHT!! *hyperventilates*

Oh and I probably failed that chem midterm.

Why do I ALWAYS to this! I have a midterm on wed. Chem 211. I'm afraid. I don't know anything. I always fell asleep in class so I have no idea what the prof taught. I never keep up with my work! WHY? WHY? WHY? UGH! I hate myself. I shouldn't be in university. I really shouldn't. I hate school so much.

I'm so STUPID! ArgH! I MISSED the deadline to apply for med lab! I can't BELIEVE it! Why me?!

AH! I missed the first episode of Dragon Booster AGAIN!!!! I could kick myself! *mutters angrily*

Ooo I had a dream. I dreamt that we got a dog. I forgot how exactly. But he's smaller than Sunny! His original name was Lucky but we said Lucky had that name before. And it's an unlucky name. So I think we named him Sir _______ Lucky Bellington. Lucky being his middle name. I just forgot what his first name was! I know that we liked Bellington. There were these stray cats too. They were "kittens" but big ones. almost grown. They're mom was black and white and red? And they are afraid of people. There was a lilacpoint balinese in the group that I wanted but they all ran away following they're mum.

Finally it's the weekend! I'm building my website again. I didn't even finish the first one and now I'm on version 1.1. The old one was too boring. I wanted some colour. I think it looks nicer this way. Dunno. I'm probably not going to be finished anytime soon. I have to draw some graphics for it. It'll look too dull with just text. Anyways. I should be going to bed. So behind in everything.

Wee! Weeooweeooo! I finished my lab early today! No mishaps today baby! Except for when I mixed up the solutions. Forgot which was which. But it's ok! My friend did that too! So it doesn't count. (and the world goes kablooey) Here's Latte:

I handed the application in. There were so many. I probably won't get in. Oh well. No harm in trying. I should have put it in an envelope though. Everybody did except for a few. Too late now.

I guess I'm going to be a virologist. IF I get in the microbiology program. Let's hope so. Crosses fingers.

Well I finally finished my co-op application. Let's hope I get in for all this trouble.

Anyways, I've been reading at the bookstore again. I picked up A.I. Love You and it's so funny! Oh another funny manga is Cheeky Angel. The way the author draws the expressions and stuff soo funny!

Oh and I joined St. John Ambulance. Must do SOMETHING with my life.

Uh. It's so late must go to bed.